It is well with my soul.

When peace like a river attendeth my way

When sorrows like sea billows roll

What ever my lot you have taught me to say

It is well, it is well with my soul

It is well, with my soul

It is well, it is well with my soul

Though the devil will ruin, though trials may come

Let this blessed assurance control

That Christ has regarded my helpless estate

And He shed His own blood for my soul

This is a hymn written by Horatio Spafford.

 So probably you'd think this beautiful hymn was written on a lovely day. How Spafford was sitting under a tree, birds chirping away, sipping a cup of tea and there he is, jotting his inspiration down on his note pad. (lololol you get the idea.. don't you?) hehe.

You are wrong.

So. So. Wrong!

Spafford wrote this hymn after traumatic events in his life. First, he had some serious financial crisis at which that time he had planned to travel to Europe with his family. However, he sent his family ahead first due to some business issues he had to deal with. On the way there, the ship sank and all his 4 daughters died. Only his wife survived.

He wrote that while he was on the way to meet his wife. 

.... like really?

Can one actually say "It is well with my soul" after losing your business, losing all your four daughters? 

Come on, you're basically losing everything.

But hey, if you were to look it in this way, Spafford didn't lose everything. Why?

If Jesus is his everything, he still has everything, no?

I'd probably say that's one of the highest level of faith anyone could ever have. 

One can never say "It is well with my soul" when God is not his #1 in his/ her life.

Knowing God is in control in all of your struggles and difficulties is one thing, praising God in spite of your troubles in your life....?

That's the bomb. 

"Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." 1 Thessalonians 5:18

Dream, Purpose, Life?

I'll always remember how people used to ask me what my dreams were when I was little. 

I'll still remember how I used to pause, stare in the air, think and finally answered, " I don't know".

... I don't know. 

Dare to dream. Dare to dream. Dare to dream. 

That 3 words haunt me. 

How in the world can you possibly do that when you didn't have a strong stirring passion in you and a direction to go towards it?

After all, I wouldn't mind living a simple and peaceful life (like seriously). I'm an easily contended person, hence I guess dreaming big wasn't something that I thought of before. 

It wasn't long ago that I started to seriously think about how was I gonna live my life. 

I was thinking, well.. God has a purpose in everyone's lives. So... He has a purpose for me too right?

Am I gonna graduate, have a stable job, get married, have kids like every other normal human being?

That's it? 

There's certainly more than that. 

Yep, I knew I was gonna do music but honestly.. I don't think I was that passionate about it. 

You'll know it when you're passionate about something. There's a fire stirring and burning in your heart. You'll get oh so excited and you'll have endless things to talk about it. 

Just to side track a little bit, my dad is a serious loyal fan of Liverpool. He's passionate about Liverpool. It's impossible to NOT know he's a fan if you're living in our neighborhood. 

"GOAAAAAAALLLLL!!"

"AHH COME ONNN!"

"YESSSSS, WELL DONEEEEEE!!!" *claps loudly*

Yeah, you get the picture. That's passion right there. 

You don't have to tell people that you're passionate about something, you'll show it naturally, through your actions. 

A dream, is a passion that God puts in your heart. 

You may or may not have discovered it yet, but deep inside your heart, it's lying there waiting to be discovered.

It's like playing treasure hunt. Well, dream is a treasure. 

What's more beautiful is that this dream aligns perfectly with God's purpose in your life. 

Words can't describe how beautiful this process of asking God what's your purpose in life, waiting on Him, discovering your purpose, moulding your character and finally becoming the person God has destined you to be. 

You may have a thousand and one dreams to fulfill in life, but hold on. 

Are they yours, or are they from God?

Some people have waited a life time for God's promises to come to pass. 

You may ask," is that worth it? "

"That's crazy, I've been waiting for too long. God may have forgotten about me."

God promised Abraham that he'll have a son, but did God tell him when? 

Abraham was 100, Sarah was 90 when they had Isaac. 

That's right, they weren't patient, they were doubting God, they even used their "own ways" to work things out. 

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declared the Lord. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways" Isaiah 55:8-9

Do you think Abraham and Sarah would still be impatient and used their own ways if God told them  they were going to have a child on that certain day, month, year?

This is why the Scripture says we shouldn't be living by sight, but we should be living by faith. It's humanly impossible for Abraham and Sarah to have Isaac at such an old age, but with God? Nothing is impossible. 

When God gives you a promise, He'll make it come to pass. It may not be happening right now, but it's definitely going to come to pass in His timing. 

Coming back to myself. I'm so, so, so, thankful that I've waited for God's answer on what major I'm gonna major in Berklee.

2 years may seem to be quite a long while (this is obviously nothing compared to how Israelites waited for 40 years and Abraham waited for Isaac) for God to give a confirmation, but I must say the longer you wait, the sweeter your reward is.

Everyday, I'd thank God for putting this passion in me. I didn't realize I had that passion for music therapy till not long ago. I can't stress how amazing God's timing was. I can't stress how amazing God is. 

To be able to do what you love, to be able to know that this is a road that God wants you to take is the best feeling ever. 

...best. feeling. ever.

If God says wait, just wait. 

Cause trust me, every second will be worth it. 

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you. plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Love.

I always knew what love was.

 Or rather, I thought I always knew what love was.

"Love is kind, love is patient, " and all that jazz. Yeah, I've heard that a million times.

After being in the Intro class for Music Therapy, I've come to realize this is a field that is filled with nothing but love.

And so, I prayed to God to ask Him for more love and patience.

I like how God doesn't just give you whatever when you ask for it. Instead, He opens up your eyes to see things you've never seen before, He gives you situations and challenges that will eventually mould you to that personality you've prayed for.

I see it exactly like a mission in any kind of game you'd play.

"Oh, you need this certain gem to pass this level? Sure, now go to this city and slaughter this monster and that alien, collect 1000 coins and you'll have it."

Isn't it the same thing?


For me? God totally opened my eyes to see what love really is.

He made me realize how selfish I was when it comes to loving people. I find myself loving people only when I feel like it.

but HEY! That's not love yo.

Love is not emotionally driven. Love is definitely not something you do/ act on when you feel like it. It's a commitment.

It's putting others before you. 

It's a selfless act of service towards another person even when you don't feel like doing it. 


"The second is this " Love your neighbor as yourself." There is no commandment greater than these. " Mark 12:31

We see how Jesus deals with all the least lovable people in the Bible, and they were often being labeled as sinners. Why?
He could have given more love to the healthier, holier, richer, good looking people rather than spending time with the unwanted, rejected people.


I guess this is why that is one of the most powerful and important commandments that Jesus has given us.

It's easy to love someone at their best.

But it takes true love and sacrifice to love someone at their worst.



After all, we're called to be Christ like.

Jesus loves you no matter what you've done and what your past was. You can't even comprehend how much His love is for you!


We will be tired and weary if we were to use our humanly love to love others, but God's love is perfect.

It's time to use the love of God to love, to influence the people around you.



Challenge accepted?

See you at the next level :)



^" Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
- 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7